tired + moody ~

i feel tired ... no just my body but my heart also felt tried 4 loving a person ~ a person that who i love the most careless about me ... tired to think about him again , but i can't stop think becoz my mind were full of him ~

thinking izzit he love me too ... how is he doing in london ... do he miss me like i do ??? although he got on-line but ... and i found a msg that he leave to a gal ... do u think the gal are more important than me ???

really feel tired ... i hope he know how i feel ... wish he can care about me ... do he know wat am i thinking about ? i lost my braveness to ask him do he love me ? y he seems to be so careless about me ... izzit he still still love her ?

inside my heart full of questions , can he answer it ???? can he notice it ??? no , right ... coz u never look after me ...