u r always my fren , eternally ...

sry guy ...
coz too long time ago i didn't find u & chit cht with u ...
to share with u all my things ...
coz ...
i knew u hv no much time to accompany me ...
when i needed u the most ...
i won't blame u ...
coz u hv ur own life ...
since that time ...
i beginning to learn to bear all my things with myself ...
i try to don't bother u again n again ...
i tot i was tough enough ...
in the fact i'm not ... i know ...
yet , i still keep on telling myself i can ,
if i want to be that ...

dunno start from when ,
we chat less ,
the distance between us were far & far ..
till everytime i'm face to u ,
i dunno wat should i chat with u ...
sry my fren ...
yet , i know u still care me , this fren ...
today chat with u on the phone ...
i feel suffer ,
i'm crying while i chat with u ...
i dunno whether u hear it or not ...
i knew is ann told u all my things .
so u phone to me chit chat , trying to make me laugh ...
thx ya ...
i really thx u & ann ...
we r best frens , eternally ...
i promise ...

... the end ...

haha ...
i hv make decision ... hear ann said ...
stay away for him ...
ann , i hv readed ur blog ... thx ya ...


2 years ... since i knew him till now ...
me also love u 2 years liao ...
haha ...


now is the end ...
tired liao ...
how many time u hurt by u didn't notice ...
how many time u make me deep in to u ...
how many time i get cure by myself ...
many how mny time ...
myself also dunno ...


yet , this time is the end liao ...
end of my love to u ...
end of the wound make by u ...
all the things about u & me is the end ...


that is wat i hv promise myself ,
while the moment i'm awake ...
thx ya , nao u hv accompany me last night ...
n sorry a , i dunno u headache ...
if i knew i won't phone u out ...

i'm a loser ..

hate ...
i'm speechless ...
i dunno wat should i say ...
when i face u ...
u make me happy ...
make me sad ..
make me worry u ...
u make me cry ...

if u dun love even like me ,u can told me early ,pls dun make me love u ,then u telling me u hv no feeling with me ,i'm vy sad , u know ?!

i felt tired ...
should i change my hp number without telling u ?
i can't bear anymore ...
i vy suffer now !!!

ann told me ,
yen ...
dn cry ler ..
worthless...
haih ...
is lidet geh a life ...

yup , i'm argee with u ...
thx ann ...
as i always say to u ,
i love u , my fren !!!

i'm gald that u always beside me ,
when i need an audience ...
yet , i still wanna cry ... dunno y ...
my tears were welled at my eyes ...
sobs sobs ...

disappointed !!!

haih ... me feel disappointed ...
since the moment i heard u said dun wan go with me & my frens
YAM CHA at sagasan ...

sagasan also call yayasan ...
there quite nice ...
& hv a good view to look at whole kl ...
i vy vy love there ,
since the 1st time i hv been there
with my frens ...

say true i hv a bit DISAPPOINTED ...
i'm also felt sorry to u ...
coz at the beginning i knew u won't go with me ...
& those my best fren who u aren't know ...

yet , i still keep a wish at u ...
still hoping the miracle will occured ...
at the end ,
u also let me DOWN ...

haih ...

heheh ... working recently ...

sry o , a bit busy for this few weeks ... so long time didn't update my blog ...
erm ... haih , study things vy bother me ... i need help ...
haih ... my frens also bother by study things ... not just me ...
haih ... love this such things also vy FAN ah ~
fall in love is a problem , not also is a problem ...
HATE ...

london boy ... dun sms me la ... me & u r passed ...
u better take k ur gf la ...
for now my heart just hv coffee ...
even we never start ...

haih ... love ... i dun wan think liao ...
better thinking about my future la ..
right ?

my job quite bored ...
this weekend still hv to work a ~
sad a !!!

spm result out on march 12 ...

SPM & STPM out on march 12 ...

actually i know it form my fren since tue march 4 ... the moment i hear it , really felt scared ...
besides the word scared , i really can't use other word to replace it .
since i knew it was true news ...
i hv many thing to plan after i take it(spm result ) ...

say true , when i haven't knew the day was confirmed ...
i wish the result out on early , think it often ...
since the secound i got the news , i wish it dun come too early ...
ODD ! when the thing haven't come it , people always wish it come ...
till the thing was come , people wish it dun be come true ...

tue , really is a unlucky & annoyed day for me ...
i was annoyed my fren , who was i love be4 ...
i was annoyed him dun know how to keep a good relationship between he & his gal fren ...
i feel wanna help him , yet i dunno how to help ...
i was calling him again & again ... at the end no people pick up my call ...
worry him , yet , i can't help him ...
because he always said "u dunno the problem beside us "...

yeah , u r right , i really dunno ...
because u never ever tell me ...
i'm start to be blur ...
what am i for u ...
a fren ? a buddy ? a lover ? or nor of them ?
just forget it ...

TiReD ... i'm tired ...
actually i really wish u can accompany me take spm result ...
& i know it just" a wish" ...
a wish it never ever come true ...

yeah , me again ...

helo helo ~ is me again ... tris gal gal ...
sry guy , i knew i hv long time didn't post my blog ...
coz i hving a complicated life after the spm is over ...
i start to work , to fight with my parents due to work as telemarketing ...
well , i lost , i lost my hp lost my job ...
yet , i found a new life ...
with new job new hp ( hp was my bro borrow me) ... kekexx ...
miracle ... do u believe in that ?
i give up to believe it ...
coz it never appear in my love life ...
i was break up with my bf ...
i dun think it hurt me or either the tears fall on my eye , when the moment i said it out ...
i was peace to accept it as a fact ...
haha ... it proof of me was growth up as a big gal ...

oh ya , now me is a straight hair gal gal liao ... i go to rebonding my hair ...
really become a new gal gal ... dai gor lui lu ...
i wants to thx my fren that i know u all at jusco liquor ... felt gald to met u all & work with u all ...
although the project of th job was end ... yet , u all always in my heart ... i will remember u all ...
really thx u , amy , evon , yan , ken , nickman , ricky , yong , rajen , herman , isabel , woon chen & so on ... thx ya & miss ...

coz i hv learn a lot of thing from u ... my liquor frens ...