huh... i can ensure my heart now ...

i can ensure my heart is going die soon ... since the minture u telling me u dunno will i did that ... mean u choose to don't BELIEVE in me ... i really feel up set to hear wat r u telling to me ...
this is the way that u choose to hurt me ... becuase of her ... maybe we shouldn't started this relastionship ... coz u really dunno how to appreciate a gal who really love u ... coz u only know the way how to hurt her ... i know a WOUND inside my heart that u made it ... it is can't RESCUE ....
THANK YOU u to make me clear ... wat was u hv did to me ... don't TRY to tell me u still love me ... i'm NOT the person that u love at all ... this is wat i can get on this few days ....

my mood change in to complicated ~

haha ... my mood change in to complicated ... due to i saw a testi from my bf' ex sent to him ...

haha ... pain ... this morning logon msn meet him ... i feel happy coz ... the 1st thing come in my mind when the second i get up is my
hubby ... my bf ... how was he , has he on9 , can i chat with him ...

that's y i so happy to saw him on9 everytime ... however , he didn't hv time to chat with me ...

when the second i saw the testi ... suddenly i felt , do him love me anymore ? y everytime we hv nothing to chat ? it is he too busy ? if yes , i can accept it ... coz he is study , i won't blame him ...
since i read the testi i notice he hv on9 & chat with his ex ... haha ...

quite funny ... my bf has no time to chat with me ... but he has time to chat with his ex ...
always say we is turning to he's ex status ... so mean ? we will be break up soon ?
maybe u hv found it u no really love me at all ...

well ... i try to dun think so much ... i will wait for ur an answer ... till the day is come , when u tell me , u not love me ... then i will let u go ...

how long didn't i post my blog ?

huh ... how long didn't i post my blog ? haha , i think 9 days i didn't ... hehe ... y didn't i post my blog ??? erm ... a bit lazy + dunno y should i post ... wakaka

see , how lazy that i am ... haha ... spm is coming soom , yet i still on holiday mood ... sob sob ... i will die soon !!! who can help me ???????? i think nobody , right ? wakaka ... don't care !!!

lazy , lazy , lazy ... i remember rainy yong said if a word say 3 times mean it is true .... hehe ...

i really lazy now ... hope to find a place to hide myself to get some leisure life ...

miss my anut's house at pahang ... coz my leisure life that i hope can get it at there !!! i MISS U , pahang !!!

lol ~ my ben ben so careless !!! get sick !!!

haiz ... ANGRY le ... ben ben so CARELESS !!! didn't take k himself ... lol

due to changed season , he get sick ... SORE THROAT , FEVER , FLU , COUGH ...

ben ben , dun let me to worry u ... ok ? dear dear hope u can get recover soon !!!

i want my ben ben stay healthy always & keep smiling face to everyone .

huh ... long time i didn't post my blog ~

today is the 1st day of PMR , due to this we have a week of vacation ... but i seem like moody to enjoy this vacation . because my legs pain till i can't move ... haiz ... i noticed that these few days i like to cry ... watch drama also cry , legs pain also cry , argue with daddy also cry ...

haiz ... no mood to do anything ... haiz ... when will my leg recover ... coz now i walk like cacat !!! huh ....

actually today can say is my UNLUCKY day , coz everything went wrong ~ 1st at the morning my bro urgent call me to bring his ticket by taxi ~ when i was on the way , suddenly recieved a call from my bro said no need to pass to him coz his had been late ...

get home also get scold by my daddy ~ haiz ... hate ....said i didn't take k my bro too only knew how to on9 ! haiz