my mood change in to complicated ~

haha ... my mood change in to complicated ... due to i saw a testi from my bf' ex sent to him ...

haha ... pain ... this morning logon msn meet him ... i feel happy coz ... the 1st thing come in my mind when the second i get up is my
hubby ... my bf ... how was he , has he on9 , can i chat with him ...

that's y i so happy to saw him on9 everytime ... however , he didn't hv time to chat with me ...

when the second i saw the testi ... suddenly i felt , do him love me anymore ? y everytime we hv nothing to chat ? it is he too busy ? if yes , i can accept it ... coz he is study , i won't blame him ...
since i read the testi i notice he hv on9 & chat with his ex ... haha ...

quite funny ... my bf has no time to chat with me ... but he has time to chat with his ex ...
always say we is turning to he's ex status ... so mean ? we will be break up soon ?
maybe u hv found it u no really love me at all ...

well ... i try to dun think so much ... i will wait for ur an answer ... till the day is come , when u tell me , u not love me ... then i will let u go ...