Monday, September 10, 2007

i loss myselt !!!


this few weeks i'm living at moody life ~ i really dunno what kind of mood that i hv at the coming next minute ... i hv felt upset becuase of love ~ i really hate this kind of feeling can't share with my fren even i hv a lot of fren .. coz the image that i give my fren i'm a smiling , cheerful girl . so , i won't do something to let my fren worry about me ...

my beloved seldom be honest to me ... this make me feel worry , i dunno what he has think about it !!! i hope he will be honest to me , share his thing with me yet i can't help him ~ this make me feel i'm a useless gal , nothing can't do for him . he will leave soon , coz he need to return to london keep on his studies ...

he has no time to be with me this few days , coz he was accompanying his fren !!! he knew i felt annoyed to him because of this ... but he still did it !
now i loss confident , is it he love me ??? i can't find the answer ...

what is love ? this kinda love i really hate it , i loss myself become moody due to this !!!

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