back to the point, which was i called as starting point

1st for all, i was really appreciate my friends or a stranger in the past couple months.

thank you so much for those who accompanies me pass through it. 

was being down for couple months faces a lot of problems in my life. 

never thought that i was been so tender recent.

maybe i closed myself in a box for too long, 

thus can't accepted the fact in the real world. 

past couple months was really a hard time for me, 

don't knew what was true and fraud during it, 

going to flip out while figured out. 

sudden felt human can be so scary,

just because of wanna reached the target, thing for own self.

and the funny part is we actual get nothing for those not belonging us. 

so, i was keep on telling myself to let it go, and it is the time to wake up from it. 

be tough to accept it and go through it. 

this might called a life with full of painful memories, 

yet, it will be a happiness memories in someday we flash back.